Rivo Early Bird

Is it almost like this? Four hours of sleep per night for a whole week, roughly from one o'clock at night until five o'clock in the morning. At five o'clock in the morning the world has adapted to the twists in my brain. So quiet, beautiful sunrises, inspiration, few people to see... That good feeling lasts until just after noon, then the man with the hammer comes and inspiration is hard to find, especially when I think about walking 8 km again in the morning. Then I can't breathe anymore, half panic attacks and I feel like running away. There should be a siesta area at work. A power nap goes a long way! A whole afternoon of sleep would also do a lot. A few weeks of sleep would do a lot. Just being in a coma for a year... I am coming off Rivotril, the best thing there is, better than booze and drugs. Allow me to introduce Rivotril:

Active substance: Clonazepam Clonazepam belongs to the benzodiazepines. It has a soothing, muscle relaxing effect, reduces anxiety and influences the transmission of electrical impulses in the brain. Doctors prescribe it for epilepsy, panic disorders, social phobia, certain forms ofnerve pain and muscle cramps.

Mo vint, what more does a person need? Look at that, Rivo, my friend, what a hero ;-) And then you will be in heaven. I suffered from Restless Legs for a long time, it really drove me crazy, you would eventually cut them off. And I suffer from tension anyway, constantly, from morning until late at night, before a performance, but also before an interview, or before something unknown, or to go to dinner, or to go to the cinema, or to go for a walk in the morning, for everything, for all the change. Rivotril has already saved my life a few times, such as in Croatia, just ask my wife, nice trip, in an emergency and shit. But now I'm trying to kick the habit from my best friend and it's heaven and hell. That's what you get with pills like that. They are addictive, so you always need more of them. Not good, Cardoen, not good. So we are tapering off and are now at 0 mg per day, nothing more, nada. Mélanie has taken over the management of heaven. My character is not strong enough. You shouldn't put the cat with the milk. And instead we get 5 extra hours a day to fill in, I almost go crazy at my desk at work several times a day and, above all, I eat a lot (what do you do when you get lost in your kitchen at five in the morning...). The Rivo Earl Birds, it would be a good name for a band. Sponsored by ... ;-) They had to have Rivo bread, Rivo chocolate, Rivo butter, Rivo coffee, it would be a more beautiful world, a better world. Peace out, world. “Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead.” ― Charles Bukowski