Up your ass
I don't even walk 7 km per hour. Speed walkers run 8 to 13 km per hour. I have CFS. CFS is a myth, says Francis Coucke. At the Ghent University Hospital they have done a battery of tests for once again around 500 euros. Investigate whether I had CFS, while it is a myth. I didn't have it, it wasn't bad enough. Whahahahahaha. Idk. It has to be bad enough first, like an organ suddenly failing, and then you can get help. If it's not bad enough, sorry sir, in this life you are on your own. So no CVS. Also what is CFS... It is a diagnosis of exclusion. If they don't find anything else, which everyone hopes, then you have CFS. They usually find something, such as depression. Yes, wouldn't it make you depressed, when you are tired, worn out and in pain. Mentally and physically. Asperger's is the new theory. I have to accept that, despite my environment. I don't look like Asperger's ;-), no one believes it, I sometimes perform, I joke, I laugh, I play, I work full time, ... Indeed, it can't be all that. You better take the sick and tired one of these days. But I walk 7 km per hour, despite a body that protests. People who are 300 years old pass me, so fast that I reach 8 km per hour on the spot. But in the meantime, things are going better than 15 years ago when it all started, or should I say 39 years ago. Time does not heal, time makes you forget. 39 years old and I have become a strange person, everything is punctured, people don't know what they are dealing with, nothing has meaning anymore, nothing has meaning outside the meaning you give to it yourself. Does the world exist around the corner? How could you ever know that? Just like death. There isn't much evidence for a god, very little, nothing really. On the day of your birth you will not receive a folder with some information, a sticker, a few condoms and greetings from a god. Nope. Rien. Nada. Just nothing. God, don't make me laugh. Intelligent design, that's something different, but let's be serious, the design is not that intelligent. Intelligent my ass, I should have shit my pants. I run 7km per hour, but I enjoy it. I have no goal, not to run a half or full marathon, just to learn to enjoy my 7 km per hour. I also run counterclockwise, like all true Olympians. Peace out, world. Up your ass.
There was a time when my world Was filled with darkness, darkness, darkness Then I stopped dreaming now I'm supposed to fill it up with something , something , something
Miike Snow