Fuck Gambia, long live the Eifel

I went to the Eifel region with Charlotte. In Burgbrohl more specifically. We first wanted to go to Gambia, but during the holidays that was 1500 euros per person. And getting Cardoen on the plane was not a 100% certainty. Ma, it's great that it was. For 1500 euros we had a sauna and jacuzzi at our disposal for 7 days! Fuck me. Zaleh!

I notice I don't write much on this blog anymore. The past seven years have been very turbulent, with many ups and downs, depressions, and also very good moments. Now there is a little more peace and Jesus, I needed that. With Charlotte it is anything but boring, but it is also steady and good and balanced and I feel accepted as I am. For me, true friendship is also partly about just accepting each other as we are. Ruben is a wonderful friend to me in that regard. And Charlotte... what an angel... and what a passion... and what a fire... and a beautiful of a mother... All projection. Hahahaha.

What did we do there besides making love? The first day there was some fog and we went for a walk around the lake. We also came across a tower there with 3000 stairs that we climbed all the way to the top! 3000 is an exaggeration. And for the rest of the day, food, sauna, jacuzzi and rest. Much peace of mind too. Although. :-). From the tower there was nothing to be seen. No more. Not being able to see 360 ​​degrees for miles. Just misses.

We started with 11.66 km! Vo sissies! Hahahaha. It's a good thing we started quietly. Especially for Cardoenie. Charlotte can handle a bit more in one day, provided she doesn't have a stomach infection :-). Charlotte was exhausted that evening. I wouldn't survive 3 days in her shoes. Respect. So in the evening Moosjer stayed up alone until late at night. I did sleep with my darling. I think. Slept in a separate bed for a total of 2 or 3 days and with my angel for 4 or 5 days.

To sleep. I learned something in those seven days. Sleeping with someone takes some getting used to, anyway, on Charlotte's part too. But my problem with sleeping is more than just the problem of lying next to someone. The 2 or 3 times I slept in the other bed, I was awake there for at least an hour. It's not that I'm thinking either. The only way to explain it properly is in terms of energy. Or alertness. The energy in my head is enormous in the evening. That's probably why I start playing the piano or guitar or create a new song in the evening. I think that could also be done at 5 am, when the world is not yet awake. The world must be sleeping and then a lot of creative energy is released in me. The evening also reminds me of the times I took LSD. As if someone turned on the Christmas lights in my head. And by 'in my head' I mean not thinking. Who says thoughts come from your brain? There is no scientific evidence for this whatsoever. Thinking about something will light up areas in your brain. But the thoughts that just come, where do they come from? So it's kind of like being awake, sharp might be a better word. Or lit. Hahahaha. Illuminated. By the way, everyone is enlightened, we just walk in our own way. Ah yes, we were talking about Germany. So sleep. I hope we get the chance to sleep together more because my body is getting used to it. And it's more true that I judge myself less and less. Or so partly shame. Like 'what will Charlotte think if I turn 38 times and get up three times before I can sleep' ... Well, she likes me. Wow. And I like her. And so healthy too. Just a good relationship. The second day we started walking and hiking. Soooooottttttt. Walking like this in hilly areas... nah... not really my thing. I found a square to walk around a field, and one of the four sides was a good climb. And then the other three downhill. Wow, such exciting stories here hahahaha. Charlotte does other things while walking. He walks down a valley 1000 meters and then walks up again while cursing hahahaha. In the afternoon we went for a walk again because there was some sun. Nice walk. The first five kilometers I thought shit, what I have done to myself.

12 km! Whoa! That's more than the first walk on Saturday. Wow and it has already improved at times! Cheesennnnn like that! We had no choice because otherwise it would be dark. We don't like those hikers who leave at 2 p.m. At the end there were all kinds of Christmas stalls on a path! Charlotte was completely warmed by her Christian background. hahaha. Baptized and all, the two of us. Very Catholic. Don't have sex more than once a week. Prude. Wow. And so on. Voila. So that was Sunday I think. In the evening they were both very broken again. Sauna. Jacuzzi. To eat. Enjoy. To live. To breathe. Making love. Blessed.

Monday! On Monday we went karting. Cardoen had called the Nurburgring and they said you couldn't make a reservation and that you just had to show up. No sooner said than done. When we get there, it turns out that it was reserved for a group until 4 p.m. And it was like 1:30 PM. Germans. Tjeutens. Probably inhaled too much mustard gas. So we then RESERVED for the next day. Real. Then it was possible. Do not saw. We then charged the ID3 again there. Always stressful charging that electric cart. And then walked around there in the Nurburgring. Powerful. I would love to be in an F1 car like that again! Soooo it was Tuesday and we went karting! Mightgggggggg! In the first session my love flamed past 3 times. In the second session only 1 more time. Had there been a third and fourth session, it would certainly have been exciting! Although, Moosjer Verstappen... hahahaha... but seriously, that was the max! It's wonderful to have a loved one who also likes to do that. And who can do it well! By the way, we would have liked to continue karting all afternoon, but fun things cost money. Allez. Not all the nice things of course. There are also fun things that are completely free, hey Charlotte THY! ;-)

And that's how it was on Wednesday. Christmas Eve. During the day we drove to Little Switzerland. Also sooooo nice to have a loved one who likes to drive a car. I'm more than happy to sit on the right and chill and take care of some of the animation. A small part of one of the Mullerthal trails and then also the Gorges du Loup! I had already seen the Gorges du Loup together with Romée. Anyway. That was a bit tougher. We also saw a total of 14 seconds of sun that day, it was just below zero degrees and there was some wind. So... wow... and so first the Gorges du Loup, then sweating and then wind on it. Delicious. We did take some chemical microdoses. Not that it did much, although you should always be careful with those things. You think ohhhhh I don't feel anything, but actually... anyway... the whole world shouldn't know about this. What is special is that I walked 21.2 km and Charlotte 24.7. I did put my Garmin on pause without realizing it. Certainly not 3.5 km. So I'm going to file a complaint against Garmin because I want correct data! :-). Wonderful day that ended wonderfully in a cafe in Echternach. Two large tables. Two pints. Nice people. Life. Content of our day. We also had a lot in the backpack that day, and by the end of the day we had used a fifth of the things. Not easy to estimate such a backpack... so deep... Ah yes and then we had to charge that ID3 cart for another 30 minutes and then drive another hour and a half back home. But it was all worth it. Christmas Eve in the evening. Blessed. Without dramas. Salmon with leek and rice. I would also like to thank my love for a week of delicious food and especially me who didn't have to do anything for it. Here you go, honey, I like to cook too, so if you don't feel like it, I got you. And I love you. And thanks for that tree of life, I really needed it! hahaha! I'm drinking ginger tea from that mug right now! xxx

And so it became Thursday. The last day already. Shit. Thursday was tantra day. And another a walk. A short walk this time and a visit to the monastery or more specifically the church on the lake there. I was not allowed to imitate a crow in my love's church. Well. I think Jesus was also very tantra. Especially with Mary Magdalene. That must have often been wild there. Boring Catholics. Jesus would have to rise from his grave, he would get scabies right there. And he would certainly imitate crows in churches! The last walk was around the lake. Quiet because I was really there after Little Switzerland. It's Friday evening now and I'm still exhausted. Luckily I had the whole weekend to get some rest. And another week of leave! Blessed.

They are not deep texts about deep philosophical things anymore. It was just a super fun week. Sometimes I still don't seem to realize how much fun it is with you Charlotte THY. I notice that I am also writing this blog a bit to you. Where I used to perhaps write against the universe more often. Things can change quickly, but this feels completely good. I'm also super happy that I can now spend some time in my own house and soon be able to sleep in my own bed. Miss you now. Feels like a part of me is gone. Calpe. Wow. I look forward to it with both longing and dread. Practicing desire reversal. Longing for that opportunity. Longing for the fear. Come on monster. I might as well go to sleep after all. Wow. Fatigue comes in here for a while. Later in my own bed. To sleep. Dreaming of more adventures. Grateful for that life. Grateful for all the darkness I've seen that makes me appreciate everything three times as much. Thank you Charlotte THY for all your love, your passion, your fire, your delicious food, your smile, your personality, your character, your franke tote sometimes, hahaha, your joy for life, your positivity and all your enerhie! Love you! Peace out!

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